i hope you all read my new story, 1947.

i got out of the hospital nearly four days ago. it was the psych ward again my whole life turned upside-down. nana and poppie moved, mom flipped and threatened to throw out all my things, and i eventually moved up here again to nh. and now i'm homeless. literally.

so the shelter is nice. it's kind of a repeat of the hospital in a way. i've a roommate, but there is a full kitchen, fridge(s), pantry closets, a fully stocked big pantry for poor people like me, a library, internet access, movie nights on friday and saturday, linens, towels, three showers, men and women seperate and the like. it's an almost brand new facility, built in 06-ish i think. it smells like flowers, orange blossoms in here.

i'm safe, i'm okay, and things will work out i hope.

i plan on transferring my fafsa over to plymouth state u today or tomorrow. i really want to go. i did transfer a few minutes ago and am putting in an application into the university now. multitasking, haha. i am planning on meterology or programming or desktop publishing. i can get housing on campus hopefully. I applied for a BS in Computer Science. I need to write an essay On a personal accomplishment. I have no brain power at the moment. Jacqui, help. Here is a list of some of the things i can do with a BS (Bachelor of Science) in computer science. [link] i hope i get in.

my diagnosis is 296.34. get out the big dsrm and look it up, or be lazy and do what i did. [link] recently spiders attacked me, and i had panic attacks from the whole shebang. they weren't real but they were on me. crawling in my mouth and up my nose. i kinda went around screaming "get the spiders off me," and then someone gave me a shot and i was out for hours. now i see and feel sometimes the spiders. It's Major Depressive Disorder, Recurrent Episode, Severe, With psychotic episodes apparently. so it's official i'm a psycho.

i love you everyone.

i moved into my new apartment today. after the ma/ct/nc crew leave micah and lizzy can spend quality married people time. whatever that may entail. i counted the number of boxes i have and it's 15 total. janine is giving me a bed. there is no electricity as i have no atm card deal, at least not yet. i have a headache and feel ill. after work, i will just mosey on over to my house and take a nap on the floor or something. there will be peace at any cost for lizzy, even if it means i end up sacrificing comfort and social activity. thank god there is water cause i know i'm going to have to pee sometime after i hit the hay.

things i need are:
a microwave
a toaster oven
curtains
sheets
a chair
a table
a dresser
hangers
about 7 gallons of paint

meh.

KoL is love.

I am going to Boston in the am to see my "parents" Laura and Lorenz.

goodnight.

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1. i am ambidextrous.
2. i have an older sister who lives far away.
3. i can wiggle my ears, and even alternate between them.
4. cooking is a lot of fun, and so i cook a lot.
5. i have multiple blogs, all tiered by my level of friendship with people.
6. i've never had a cavity.
7. i can write with my feet: i simply put a pen between my toes.
8. i constantly dye my hair.

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